KNOWN IN DOUBT

doubting-thomas

As I prep for our children’s lessons this week, I am reminded of one of my favorite stories. This week, the children are learning about one of the disciples, Thomas. Every year, I reread his interaction with Jesus in John 20:19-29.

A quick synopsis of the story: the disciples were in a locked room when Jesus enters and says “Peace be with you!” There was excitement that Jesus had popped in at a time where they were fearing interaction with Jewish leaders. Thomas wasn’t present when this happened. And, he didn't believe them that Jesus was present among the other disciples. Thomas basically told them he needed to see Jesus himself for him to believe their story.

Time goes by and they meet again. This time, Thomas is with the group. Jesus makes the same entrance and tells Thomas to “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.” 

I love this story for many different reasons. One of the main reasons is that I see myself as Thomas. It is so easy for me to relate to him. I have even caught myself saying something very similar to what Thomas said. Something like “I will believe it when I see it.” It is comforting for me to know that even one of Jesus’ closest friends and devoted followers had doubts. It is easy for worldly influences, or even my own personal influence, to cause doubt. We live in a world that isn’t full of guarantees. Especially during this time, uncertainties are plentiful. 

Jesus didn’t give up on Thomas. Jesus met Thomas where he was at. Thomas needed to see proof, so proof is what Jesus gave him. Jesus didn’t give up on Thomas. He provided him with some guidance and wisdom. Jesus goes on to say “Because you have seen me you have believed; blessed are those who have seen and yet have believed.” 

I would like to say that this story ends all my doubts. It doesn’t.

But it does help me remember a few things:

  • When I have doubts, Jesus is there.

  • Others have doubts as well.

  • There is grace and formation that takes place through these doubts.

  • Often, there is a testimony to share with others.

Where are you a “Doubting Thomas?”

I challenge us all to think through our doubts and to lay them at the foot of the cross that was meant to carry them. 

- Jody Lukowiak, Children’s Pastor

Katie Erickson